I hate chemo. I'm officially done with round number 12 though so that's good. I still have the shitty part of round 12 to deal with though--- low blood counts and being tired for a week and probably ending up in the hospital again with a fever. I really do feel like shit right now though. It keeps getting harder and harder to tollerate. I've had painful bowel movements these past few days and my counts haven't even fallen at all. Just wait until they do---it'll really hurt. And I'll be back in the hospital. I have to go now....... nurses. guh